So if your an MG you totally know what I'm talking about when I say "one of THOSE days". We all have them every once in a while. One of those days where you feel like this two year journey is really longer than a lifetime, and you miss them so badly, your heart literally aches to just be in their arms again. A Day where all you want to do is wear some comfy sweats/ yoga pants, listen to depressing music ALL DAY LONG and watch sappy love movies and CRY CRY CRY because your life feels like a black hole and you are in the bottomless pit of depression. I know sounds super dramatic, but hey they totally happen! Well today has been one of those days. Even though I was with friends and family all day, it was still hard. Especially when two of your friends are having a total cuddle session right before your eyes! Its like REALLY PEOPLE... DON'T YOU KNOW how I feel right now? I guess its not fair to feel like that if I don't tell them I'm having a rough day. The world doesn't revolve around me. Anyway, luckily there are multiple support groups on F.B. for Missionary Girlfriends. All you MG's out there are the reason I am still going strong.
Time really is going faster now that I have hit the year mark, even though today REALLY didn't seem like it. I just need to keep bettering myself. I need to remember that he loves me and that this is the right thing. I need to remember that this is the Lord's work he is doing, and if its meant to be, this two year journey will strengthen and bless our relationship/ marriage (hopefully/eventually).
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